Do you think my emotions are just out of control or I really just hate my boyfriend who's done nothing wrong?

Ohhh, you call it the honey moon stage. Then comes the fights and that stage where it gets pretty boring or the routine goes on and on. And of course no one can have a perfect relationship without trying to make it work, you both have to have cooperation. You just have to try new things to both get your spark back, or talk to him about it. All you need is determination to make it grow back. Relationship needs commitment and it is not all fun and games, try your best to be the best girlfriend. But if you think you can't handle it anymore, leave. But getting through trials and hardship is inevitable. But can be worth the suffering.